Rachel's Journal

im in AZ right now got here yesterday yay
visited all the cousins theyre adorable, my cousin andrew who is autistic is doing great and talking and playing with everyone.
im totally done with finals of course but its the best feeling in the world lol
what else oh well i dyed my hair darker and cut it and i have never gotten that many compliments on my hair before it was crazy but none of you know what i look like so yeah. . .
merry christmas to everyone bc i wont be able to get on tomorrow. and just have a great holiday

I can never get that 30 seconds of the aerie girls back, NEVER!

anyway so they fought maybe it was just me but i was disappointed majorly majorly disappointed. maybe its bc i was so excited like when chris was in the bar i was like yes yes hes drunk alcohol yay and then i got this weird fight idk . . .

what else the baby scene i almost started crying

LC are beginning to crumble mwahahaha i actually talked to my tv i was like doing this evil mocking laugh, quite fun.

anna is crazy psycho bitch.

after one chris scene i cant remember which one my sister was like hes an asshole and i was like i know.

what else happened hmm hmmm oh yeah rory marty logan lucy thing. very like the logan jess rory dinner fight thing. so yeah rory shouldnt have gone along with marty but after awhile its gets harder to tell the truth so i dont really blame rory. i dont think it was logans place to tell lucy but he was mad about martys trust fund comment which i thought was funny but maybe thats just me. idk lucy and olivia went way over the top with the freaking out but they bug me i mean what was wrong with paris and lane?

Heres some fun stuff tho.
my grampa was watching and he hasnt watched in awhile and he saw CL together the first scene and he gives me this quizzical look and i was just like dont ask what happened i dont want to talk about it and he was like is he her husband and i was like yeah and i said it all bitter and i think i scared him lol. later he asked if fans were mad about it and i was like oh yeah and then a few mins later after yet another CL scene he said well u can tell them that I dont like this either he said that it really drags the show down and makes it too dramatic when it used to be more light and poignant with better dialogue. I was like glad to have you on our side. On the inside i was like boo ya hes on my side take that mother and father!
And i got him hooked on VM hehe yay!

oh wait i forgot to say that, this is going to sound so weird, but i think i hated chris the most this whole episode when he put back lorelais poptarts i was just so pissed off i was like wtf whyakldjla and started grrring, maybe its bc i have this odd love for pop tarts, cherry ones with peanut butter on them, delicious i tell you.

so thats all folks.

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

sorry im just a tad overdramatic.

so yeah i actually physically gagged about 20 times, my parents were about to have me committed, and this was just listening to CL talk, i couldnt watch the paris dinner/breakfast thing so i put a blanket over my head and even listening to them i was gagging i couldnt help it.

at first it wasnt too bad, the teaser i was just like gag me after it was over, and of course going wow she sure grew up fast.

lane and zack and mrs. kim were hilarious tho, oh and brian. i havent laughed that hard at a GG episode in a long time.

i really only tuned in for marty and it will be interesting to see how it all unfolds. lucy and olive are starting to annoy me, just with the whole boyfriend thing, bf has the best hair, bf will say blah blah blah, and i get that they didnt want to say martys name before necessary but i was like shut up!

rory having an actual sl was nice tho, and gotta love paris.

i miss logan.

loved kirks hand on lanes stomach, loved lukes small scene he was so sweet to lane and being overprotective, too bad its not lorelai, what's that bitter u say, no not at all /sarcasm.

in other news um yeah so lets see the CL thing that made me gag the most was, "You were always so sweet even back then" or something like that with the pizza and after almost vomiting i was just like wtf he was sooo sweet when he abandoned her and rory, he was sooo sweet when he didnt even bother to call or visit (yeah TDDR was on before and i was watching it with my parents and they were taunting me bc chris was on, and they love chris, and for everyones sanity im just going to not go there, anyway so i just snapped and was like too bad rory didnt recognize her own dad until lorelai said his name, they just sat in silence, yeah thats right!) and then chris being like rory will be happy, i just started laughing maniacally and freaked my parents out even more but i just kept laughing and he said it again and i was just like au contrare and kept laughing. (that was when my dad had pulled my blanket off my head bc hes evil like that) and then the previews when it showed rory all mad i was like haha sucker!

so yeah i know ive said before that i was done well now for my own safety im not watching, i can keep up with the show and know whats going on through all of you guys but until CL are done, then im done bc well i was this close to vomiting and if i have a choice to not vomit then im going to choose not to, so im done for awhile and hopefully when i come back lorelai will be herself again as will everyone else.

Your True Birth Month Is January

Loyal Social Logical Easily jealous Loves children Rather reserved Highly attentive Likes to criticize Needs close friends Ambitious and serious Smart, neat and organized Hardworking and productive Loves to teach and be taught Quiet unless excited or tensed Sensitive and has deep thoughts Knows how to make others happy Searches for the greatest romance Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds Romantic but has difficulties expressing love Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses

What to say what to say what to say. hmm well all ive got is
DAMNIT!

so yeah lets all try and make VM the highest rated CW show!

I just I still care but yet i dont, anyone understand?

I LOVED this episode, up until the last minute that is.

This is going to be a short thing bc i dont have much time.

Just general stuff so glad to have E&R back and FND. cotillion was boring. michel was michel. I actually didnt vomit while watching the sookie lorelai scene altho thats probably bc they werent talking about luke. babette and patty i loved and they werent over the top like kirk who i was actually relieved wasnt in the episode. Lane was normal again i loved her and rory. lane and zach cracked me up. rory and logan that was cute in an odd way. loved paris of course but lizas hair was like blinding me lol. I loved rory and lukes scene bc well i love rory and lukes relationship and im glad that he can still be like a father figure even though hes not with lorelai, unlike some people cough cough. The scene was awkward and a little too short but i was just happy to get the scene so that was kinda like omg yay. Oh and i was thinking about how interesting rorys graduation will be bc luke will be there bc he will be with lorelai and since rory and chris are starting to have a relationship that doesnt depend on lorelai, he will most likely be there. anyway lack of LL scenes made me sad yet happy bc i didnt have to deal with that pain for at least one episode.

But im DONE no more for me. im going to be in DC at a youth leadership forum next week anyway and i figure ill just stop watching. we have to take a stand people and show them that we arent going to be fed crap i mean i almost vomited after watching the promo ugh. its so weird for me to say but i will NOT be watching.

So blah im sad to say gilmore girls is no longer gilmore girls to me, as of right now gilmore girls is just a show. I never thought this would happen but way to go DR you proved me wrong, super! /sarcasm ;)

yeah what to say I LOVE RORY! ive always liked rory and stood up for her even though people have been all i hate rory blah blah blah and stuff but shes back to being my fav character like in seasons 1-3. its nice shes probably the only thing that will make me come back. I loved her speech hated the dad thing but shes called him dad before so its not like this huge deal i mean he is her dad well no hes not her dad hes the sperm donor but still.

lets see kirk is annoying the crap out of me theyre trying too hard and its stupid.

ive come to dread all sookie and lorelai kitchen talks i hate them they dont sit well with me idk just blech i felt like vomiting.

no logan that was weird.

lane pregnant omg what a shock /sarcasm. the sex thing yeah really not funny. brian was funny tho.

lets see groaned when i saw the special appearances for liz and tj i was like i cant take tj but he wasnt that bad actually. loved the hug. liz was funny with the tuna and i loved her 'theory' bc she called luke on april and she pretty much voiced what most pple had been thinking about how weird LL were acting during the season. (Same with Rorys talk)Of course I hated what luke said i mean you could tell he didnt mean it but i hated it.

luke punching chris i was so excited during previews but hated it in the episode. I hate all this wierd new camera crap. like its just weird i want gilmore girls back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so LL first talk luke was being mean yes did he really mean it no. i mean you could tell by all of lukes other scenes that he was upset but he just wanted to shield himself and build up a wall.

LL second talk blech. luke and his crap i was just like wtf you can NOT sell me L&C i will STOP WATCHING! so yeah that pissed me off.

just all the crap about LL arent meant to be blah blah blah crappity crap crap did whoever wrote this not watch the first 6 seasons wtf hello LL history just flew straight out the window.

Lorelai finally broke down and cried that kind of made me go haha heehee yippeee and at the same time i was about to cry myself so mixed emotions there. best part was lorelai and rory bc their moments are essentially why i watch the show.

yeah thats basically it. I want amy back im sorry i know im being a hypocrite but at least they were still gilmore girls and had the dialogue and no weird camera angles and shots. i mean she was going to go the route the show is going anyway so why not have her back and at least have the show have its dialogue. then again we probably wouldnt get season 8 with amy so theres that and we NEED a season 8 to fix this shitload of asscrap we are watching.

the only reason im tuning in next week is to see if rorys in school yet and to see if emily and richard can be written well after that im probably out.

Sorry i didnt post this last night, bc i know that you all logged on here right after the episode lol, but i had a physics test to study for and well just dont go there.

So first thought, it wasnt the same, it just wasnt the same. I know im all damn ASP blah blah blah but it still wasnt the same.
Could anybody else see the little details that were different but made a difference, or am i just insane?
like ok in the teaser when the music just kind of stopped when rory saw the rocket, i know that it happened for dramatic effect but usually it gets softer graadually, doesnt just abruptly stop. and then Kirk with his crazy driving, i just thought that with Amy that wouldve been shot or edited differently, kirk was weird in that idk.

did gypsy patty and lulu and rory's scene just seem weird and awkward to anyone else? i know that that was to show that rory wasnt going to asia but i thought most pple already knew that lol.

to me it seemed that DR was trying so hard to make the episode Gilmore-y that it seemed mismatchy. paris going crazy, an over the top taylor rule, kirk being kirk on a grand scale, sookie and michel doing something insane, babette being wierd and Lorelai and Rory engaging in some sport or other activity where they are bound to injure themselves. Dont get me wrong i love racquetball, my best friend and i play all the time, well she plays and i play with her i just dont really play bc im bad at racquetball, kinda like lorelai. (I may or may not have had something similar to what happened to her happen to me lol) It just seemed forced like why did he put all of that together at once.
the babette scene i was just like ok wtf that had no purpose. idk if it was supposed to be funny bc to me it wasnt.

i laughed at sookie and michel of course, but we didnt even get the reason as to why they were arm wrestling. sookies arm strength thing

went on for like ever i was like oy vey. i didnt like sookie and lorelais talk very much bc it made it seem like we were being forced to believe or think a certain way. I felt like they were like ok Lorelai is the main character so everybody has to sympathize with her and they were making luke out to be worse than he was, i didnt like that at all.and how they were like luke doesnt have to know wtf wtf wtf i mean we all knew if you watched the promos that lorelai tells luke but just the fact that she wasnt planning to pissed me off.

what i did like tho was the credits lol i was like biting my pillow through the whole credits just waiting and waiting to see DS show up but he didnt, i started jumping up and down well not really it was just kinda like making the bed shake since i was laying down but same thing.
and we didnt have to see chris too much.

now ive been avoiding LL bc well yeah. . .
I loved that the house was practically empty i was just like hehe theyre meant to be.
I LOVED the cute little stories with the shorts and the spatula, esp the spatula, I dont think we wouldve gotten those with ASP so i was happy.
Hated the first LL scene. It was weird just yeah weird.
The scene when luke was just staring out the diner i almost started crying and then it went to lorelai and i was just like oh god and my eyes were getting watery and then well then it called and the moment was ruined.
Then the last scene. I just wanted to reach out and hug luke just hug him. and i wanted to slap lorelai and be like you idiot you know luke, you know that needs some time and that he would come after you and he didnt say never, i hated that she kept telling pple that.I just luke was so sweet he had done research and all that and packed and she just ripped his heart out.

The rory logan thing was adorable i was like omg thats so sweet and i was smiling.
i was disappointed with the rory lorelai interaction just bc it was all lets not talk, what the hell is this show about. A mother and daugther who have a freakish link and bond who talk about everything and share everything and can never stop talking and talk fast and all that jazz but they were not talking. I mean they did at the racquetball court but they didnt really talk it was just like hey lets guess what rocket means. Done get me wrong i loved the Lorelai Rory scenes bc well it was finally Lorelai and Rory again bc even though im a huge JJ thats what got me watching was lorelai and rory and ive always thought that their sl should be before anyone elses, but thats no longer the case. I loved Rory bc she was rory again and its refresing to have her without a guy i mean shes still with logan but it was nice. oh and the car thing with rory that was hilarious.

Idk i wasnt disappointed and i wasnt amazed i was just kind of numb, like luke, whos speech i loved about being numb and i was just like aww luke i love you. but yeah i was just kind of like eh after the episode.

Will i stick around of course bc so far nothing has happened to make me vomit well chris a little in my mouth but not too much, nothing i cant handle.

Very interested in how rory will take this and rory and lukes relationship if they have one.
Cant wait for Emily and Richard
Hoping for very little TJ

I probably sound not that excited about the epi but I love my girls yes theyre mine and its the only thing keeping me happy ive just been having a really crappy week and that kind of shows in my attitude towards well basically life in general lol.

I totally have friends now, this is so exciting lol.
So I want to talk to everyone and get on FF but I have to carve my oaxacan. It's terrible lol. It's supposed to be a panda and we are carving it from balsa foam and it's just horrible, I call it the panda from hell. I really should do that bc it's due tomorrow and i havent even finished carving it and I still have to paint it. urgh man i hate this.
So GG in two days, im scared and excited. I'm just glad that we will have new episodes but at the same time totally scared about what will happen with the sls.
Only time will tell lol